Friday, May 22, 2009
oh this post is specially dedicated of some sort to th Advanced Live Ops that I went thru with some other people (:
It was hell - YES, i agree. But those 55 mins of hell was when I ,myself , really thought of what I really wanted, which some of it was not written on my paper. One PM was like, "A1 for EMaths? Sure not?" THAT line , was supposed to be motivational but erm, thanks alot ah. Well, we were SUPPOSED to aim very high. So, A1 lor for EMaths. I kept repeating to myself "I WANT TO GET AN A1 FOR EMATHS." Just after 15 mins or so, my arms couldnt take it anymore. I knew that I was going to cry uh, but at that point, i was like "WHO CARES?" Human beings have feelings whut. So, tears rolled down my cheeks like waterfall uh. :'(
5 mins later, I kinda stopped crying. Kinda. Then suddenly, this PM Darryl (i think) come up to me and say "Just now you say your mum want you to go MI. See, your parents have very high expectations of you (...)" and I started crying. His words was not actually very motivating la, I cried cuz my arms like hell pain. And he came agn (when i wasnt crying) and talk smth agn, AND I CRIED AGAIN. WHUT THE HELL LA , why i cry whenever he come. PROBLEM SIA.
OH YEAH, thanks alot to this PM, who go pull my paper. Knowing me right, OBVIOUSLY, I PULLED IT BACK HARDER. He pulled again, I got so fucking frustrated, I PULL VERY HARD until tear. FFFFFFFFFFFFF SO DIFF TO HOLD IT UP YOU KNOW. Nvm, it was a test of patience. HAIS.
OH YES, one of my goals , " I WANT TO MEET TAUFIK BATISAH IN PERSON. " Make fun of this goal for all you want ,but I am really now motivated to reach this goal. One day, one day.
I really learnt alot from this 55 mins. I really hope that I can achieve all these before I die. I really do. All this and more. All my tears weren't tears, but it was everything I gave to show that I want , WANT , to achieve my goals and dreams.
Thank you all those PMs who motivated me la eh.
(:
eh , those who cry (guys included) ARE CERTAINLY NOT GAY OR WEAK. It simply shows that they GAVE THEIR ALL FOR THIS THANG! :D
It was hell - YES, i agree. But those 55 mins of hell was when I ,myself , really thought of what I really wanted, which some of it was not written on my paper. One PM was like, "A1 for EMaths? Sure not?" THAT line , was supposed to be motivational but erm, thanks alot ah. Well, we were SUPPOSED to aim very high. So, A1 lor for EMaths. I kept repeating to myself "I WANT TO GET AN A1 FOR EMATHS." Just after 15 mins or so, my arms couldnt take it anymore. I knew that I was going to cry uh, but at that point, i was like "WHO CARES?" Human beings have feelings whut. So, tears rolled down my cheeks like waterfall uh. :'(
5 mins later, I kinda stopped crying. Kinda. Then suddenly, this PM Darryl (i think) come up to me and say "Just now you say your mum want you to go MI. See, your parents have very high expectations of you (...)" and I started crying. His words was not actually very motivating la, I cried cuz my arms like hell pain. And he came agn (when i wasnt crying) and talk smth agn, AND I CRIED AGAIN. WHUT THE HELL LA , why i cry whenever he come. PROBLEM SIA.
OH YEAH, thanks alot to this PM, who go pull my paper. Knowing me right, OBVIOUSLY, I PULLED IT BACK HARDER. He pulled again, I got so fucking frustrated, I PULL VERY HARD until tear. FFFFFFFFFFFFF SO DIFF TO HOLD IT UP YOU KNOW. Nvm, it was a test of patience. HAIS.
OH YES, one of my goals , " I WANT TO MEET TAUFIK BATISAH IN PERSON. " Make fun of this goal for all you want ,but I am really now motivated to reach this goal. One day, one day.
I really learnt alot from this 55 mins. I really hope that I can achieve all these before I die. I really do. All this and more. All my tears weren't tears, but it was everything I gave to show that I want , WANT , to achieve my goals and dreams.
Thank you all those PMs who motivated me la eh.
(:
eh , those who cry (guys included) ARE CERTAINLY NOT GAY OR WEAK. It simply shows that they GAVE THEIR ALL FOR THIS THANG! :D
Empowering Lives, Designing Destinies.
omg, camp is like O-V-E-R! ):
day 1.
Platoon 12.
Wow.
(screaming "NOOOOO! I WNA GO HOME!" in my heart)
When we reached th campsite, Singapore Vision Farm, i was dis-gus-ted. I was like , "EEEEEEW, KATAPILAH (caterpillar)!" got so many sia. :FF Bunk was ,erm. okay lah, but small ah. nehmind.
Moving on, we started off with BMT.
BMT:
-learn drills.
-learn hand signals.
-postman's walk.
It was fun. :D We did it man , MENTOS! WOOOOOOOO!
-mindfield.
MUD. shit. WHUUUUUUUUT. i was like WHUUUUUT when i saw the mud. i got all my clothes dirty. but it was fun when we did it back to our PMs. MUHUAHAHA.
-water tank.
"we don't care how long it'll take , cuz we sure can do it!"
WOOOOOOOOOOO, team spirit Platoon 12 ! <3
YAY I CONQUERED BMT.
POP POP POP POP. :D lol.
day 2.
-stand by bed.
-success claps.
-breakfast.
FOOD = DIS-GUS-TING THINGIES in green packets. army konon. :FF
-Recce Patrol.
-The Great Raid? (lol.)
- Advanced Live Operation
That was th gruellest 55 mins of my life, i swear. I'm glad that i could do it, yay. Tears and all, it all paid off. :D
-Dinner
I DROPPED MY DINNER ON TH GROUND.
-CO Evening
WALAO, Hui Yu and Yazree so cute! HEHEHE! so sweet and farnie. LOL.
day 3.
-fall in at 7.30am.
-clean up.
-b'fast.
-grad ceremony.
MAN, i think this camp was like , th best one ever.
i love Mentos ! <3 -
OH YES, PEOPLE WHO DIDNT GO MISSED OUT ALOT OF FUN. haha you ppl. pay $100 for this kind of super fun but you missed out on it. tsk tsk tsk. i'd rather stink and sweat and get darker(i alr am) ,than to miss out on this camp . WOOHOO! :D
- Advanced Live Operation
That was th gruellest 55 mins of my life, i swear. I'm glad that i could do it, yay. Tears and all, it all paid off. :D
-Dinner
I DROPPED MY DINNER ON TH GROUND.
-CO Evening
WALAO, Hui Yu and Yazree so cute! HEHEHE! so sweet and farnie. LOL.
day 3.
-fall in at 7.30am.
-clean up.
-b'fast.
-grad ceremony.
MAN, i think this camp was like , th best one ever.
i love Mentos ! <3 -
OH YES, PEOPLE WHO DIDNT GO MISSED OUT ALOT OF FUN. haha you ppl. pay $100 for this kind of super fun but you missed out on it. tsk tsk tsk. i'd rather stink and sweat and get darker(i alr am) ,than to miss out on this camp . WOOHOO! :D
(:
Monday, May 18, 2009
disappointment.one after another.
why?
why now?
i just hate this.
i give up la.
why?
why now?
i just hate this.
i give up la.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
PARTAYYYYYY.
HAHA, theres Miss Red Hot Baboon Buttocks.
aka, Muhd/Mohd Afiq Othman's.
Sorry if i got yr full name wrong , Afiq. :D
ps: the black box is a blurred pic. anyone wanna see, pls contact me personally. :D
AND , I AM SO HAPPY THAT EXAMS ARE OVER!
WEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOO!
oh good luck you biol ppl, for tmr will be yr doomsday.
MUHUHAHAHAH. kidding -o-
ITS PARTY TIME!
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Chris Pine.
WOOO HOOO.
He is hot!
& he hell has blue eyes.
yummy. (:
HAHA , lindee, get over it.
I still like Kris Turner too. :D alot.
Why do ppl who are called Chris/Kris hot?
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
LOL , this is just to pass time, to get away from studies.
hell shit theres so many thngs to rmbr.
life sucks.
at least studies-part-of-life sucks.
:P
Friday, May 8, 2009
die die die you.
EH GOT SOME RANDOM GUY CALL ME .
part of conversation:
WHATEVER LA B*TCH.
if i know who you are, walao youre so gone, like real gone.
i have a feeling its... _ _ _ _ _.
part of conversation:
Some Mat (SM): Eh Linda eh? Ni Haikal. [Is this Linda? This is Haikal.]
Lindee: Huh? Saper? Tak dengar, tak dengar. [Who? I cant hear you.]
SM: Haikal la ni. [I'm Haikal la.]
Lindee (thinking i know the guy): Huh? Haikal? Asal call? [Haikal? Why did you call me?]
SM: Kau kenal aku eh? [You know me ah?]
Lindee: Tak... Saper ni? Aku tak kenal kau ah. [No... Who's this? I don't know you.]
SM: Kau tak kenal aku , tapi aku kenal kau. [But i know you.]
Lindee: Whuuuuuut. (rmbring that this guy got call amirah also) Maner kau dapat number aku? [Where you get my number?]
SM: Dalam bus ah. [From a bus.]
Lindee: Maner aku ader letak nombor aku kat bus? Mepek uh. [Where got i put my number in a bus?]
SM: Orang laen ah letak. [Other ppl put la.]
Lindee (cuts in th middle): Buat aper orang nak letak. Aku ni siaper seyh orang nk letak nombor aku. [WHY WOULD THEY?]
SM: Okay aku dpt number kau drpd friendster ah. [Okay i got it from friendster.]
Lindee: Aku tak pernah letak kat friendster la. Saper ni? Maner kau dapat number akuuuu? [Where got i put at fster? WHOS THIS? WHERE YOU GT MY NUMBER?]
SM: Dah lamer la aku ader number kau. [i have yr number since ages ago uh.]
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Abeh asal call? [Why did you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau keluar kau nak? [I ask you out you want?]
Lindee: Tak nak ah. Asal caaaaaaaalllll? [No , why you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau kluar kau tk nk kan. Abeh kau tanyer aku asal aku call. (say whuuuut?)
Lindee: Pasal ah aku tak nak kuar ngan kau. Call asal?
SM: (repeats same thng) & asal ni kau bebual macam (some mat-ish words i dont understand)
SM: Kau minah rep eh? Sombong jer bebual...
Lindee: Kalau aku minah rep , kau aper hal?
Lindee: (lembut-lembut bebual) Asal kau call?
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Dah aku kner pergi okay bye.
SM: OI.
Lindee: (repeats same thng)
SM: OI.
Lindee: BYE. -o-
Lindee: Huh? Saper? Tak dengar, tak dengar. [Who? I cant hear you.]
SM: Haikal la ni. [I'm Haikal la.]
Lindee (thinking i know the guy): Huh? Haikal? Asal call? [Haikal? Why did you call me?]
SM: Kau kenal aku eh? [You know me ah?]
Lindee: Tak... Saper ni? Aku tak kenal kau ah. [No... Who's this? I don't know you.]
SM: Kau tak kenal aku , tapi aku kenal kau. [But i know you.]
Lindee: Whuuuuuut. (rmbring that this guy got call amirah also) Maner kau dapat number aku? [Where you get my number?]
SM: Dalam bus ah. [From a bus.]
Lindee: Maner aku ader letak nombor aku kat bus? Mepek uh. [Where got i put my number in a bus?]
SM: Orang laen ah letak. [Other ppl put la.]
Lindee (cuts in th middle): Buat aper orang nak letak. Aku ni siaper seyh orang nk letak nombor aku. [WHY WOULD THEY?]
SM: Okay aku dpt number kau drpd friendster ah. [Okay i got it from friendster.]
Lindee: Aku tak pernah letak kat friendster la. Saper ni? Maner kau dapat number akuuuu? [Where got i put at fster? WHOS THIS? WHERE YOU GT MY NUMBER?]
SM: Dah lamer la aku ader number kau. [i have yr number since ages ago uh.]
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Abeh asal call? [Why did you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau keluar kau nak? [I ask you out you want?]
Lindee: Tak nak ah. Asal caaaaaaaalllll? [No , why you call?]
SM: Aku nak ajak kau kluar kau tk nk kan. Abeh kau tanyer aku asal aku call. (say whuuuut?)
Lindee: Pasal ah aku tak nak kuar ngan kau. Call asal?
SM: (repeats same thng) & asal ni kau bebual macam (some mat-ish words i dont understand)
SM: Kau minah rep eh? Sombong jer bebual...
Lindee: Kalau aku minah rep , kau aper hal?
Lindee: (lembut-lembut bebual) Asal kau call?
(blahblahblah)
Lindee: Dah aku kner pergi okay bye.
SM: OI.
Lindee: (repeats same thng)
SM: OI.
Lindee: BYE. -o-
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WHATEVER LA B*TCH.
if i know who you are, walao youre so gone, like real gone.
i have a feeling its... _ _ _ _ _.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
When love is not madness, it aint love.
i officially miss school.
(:
four papers left.
1. Sastera Paper 2
2. E Maths
3. History
4. Physics
(!)
i need a better life.
(:
four papers left.
1. Sastera Paper 2
2. E Maths
3. History
4. Physics
(!)
i need a better life.
drinking: ice-cold water, again.
eating: nothing.
mood: CRAZED! TOO HAPPY LIAO.
listening: Mad.
reading: My YMC letter. Crap.
i say: YAY MAN EXAMS ARE OVER.